I wish you’d talk to me :(
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my punishment for being an idiot is regret, live, bathe, breathe in regret beacuse the one thing i truley want is to be with him, but now it’s all over & i’m broken with the bottles on the floor.. you told me you’d never give up & i thought it was true, i still have the ring you purposed with & its a reminder of broken promises and shattered dreams, my tears paint rivers dripping down my skin, lost hope filled with regret, heart broken and bruised souls, sleep alone tonight. I dont want to see the morning light. take me away with the stars, to float in serenity and be out of misery. take me away so i dont spill this pain. take me away. take me away.
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Love how I’m judged for just wanting a chance to be human and know what it’s like to be loved and have a love. Any real feeling is worth fighting for, I’m sorry I took it as far as I did but my intentions were never bad. Only when my brain was fogged with shameful feelings did I seek some kind of revenge. It was wrong, and I regret it. Not a day that goes by I don’t want to stab myself in the chest.
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